Sunday, January 10, 2010

Inspirational Quotes About Endometriosis

"The kiss of Narcissus" by Jacques d'Adelswärd-Fersen

This beautiful portrait of the young Miles adorns the final chapter of this beautiful work of Fersen.

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Miles, born in Lebanon and loves of a merchant and his slave Bithynia, Lidder is quickly noticed by her great beauty. Initially intended to be a priest at the temple of Adonis, Attalée, he escapes to return to his homeland. It has already attracted the love in Enacrios. Become a slave, it was bought by Scopas architect who returns to Athens, where he freed. He was 15 years. Scopas is dying of love for Miles, but it does not make him, he is tormented by his dreams of returning to his homeland. Her beauty provokes admiration and passion Ictinos painter who uses it as a model for the frescoes of the temple of Ganymede, built by Scopas. He fled with an unknown yet, which is like a double of himself. Left alone, he sees his image reflected in water: "This image was smiling to attract to her. He leaned forward again and suddenly it felt the touch of lips moist and soft, yet warmer than a kiss. Was not this the image of the savior who would lead him to his homeland nostalgia by paths that no one knew that humans now, all he had lied? Also, the eyes grazing the waves. Miles he felt a singular pleasure to hear the voice that spoke to him last. Because these voices spoke to him, said the imaginary country of ecstasy where no one suffers more, where we no longer think, where you do not dream. The youth leaned more ... His fingers clung to the rock slipped ...".



The evocation of beauty pornography is ubiquitous:
"they came across a theory of young men and teenagers whose transparent linen tunics left seeing shapes and juvenile muscular."

In particular, these two beautiful evocations of the naked young Miles:

"Then he undid his coat silky fabric which fell to the ground, quivering around him like a moth. And he remained so, in a pose almost similar to that of the god, while the golden rays of warm light the powder pearl farm of his flesh. Extension of tapered narrow ankles, legs, muscular, slender knee endured as two columns of alabaster flexible torso, belly flat, slightly hollow where the asserted early manhood Miles. The head looked like a blooming flower more beautiful on the neck of this man whose amphora handles were closed by the two arms of the already robust teenager. Before this splendor and immobility, nobody raised his voice as before a masterpiece. Miles had sung, danced and showed himself in his glorious nakedness ... "

Miles" untied the thin fabric which girded his loins and nudity appeared radiant. The head of beautiful purity, with low forehead while shaded thick hair, curled over his eyes clear, stood out even more nervous and proud on the neck veins that bound to the white breast, torso arched. A small line was brown collar, separating the body pale face and neck bronzed by the sun. Shoulders a bit narrow, mottled skin, showed the extreme youth, and the arm, badly accustomed to violent exercise, and almost too thin. But the hips polished, shaded by puberty healthy sex round and firm as a fruit, hard thighs, calves which said male slim awaken the child in the days of the next strength. "


History bathed in an ethereal atmosphere in which the raw realities of love seem far away. Only some allusions evoke sensuality (I would not say sexuality, the word seems misplaced in the imaginary world of Fersen!):

"Under the fingers of subtle pocillateurs, Miles ecstatic closed his eyes. For three months he had been subjected to purification, and he learned to face the acropage singing verses and dance, never even caresses the slaves had been so sweet. He had been anointed to precious oils and ducks in Syracuse. Her eyelids fluttered like wings tired and his body was radiant soft and gentle swaying - like a pink seaweed. "

Listen Scopas architect who is dying of love for the beautiful Miles. His love can also be expressed as a sensual desire:" And when I look at you, desirable and more beautiful still by your indifference, when I feel rising in me the gestures and the groans of desire, it seems to evoke the legend of Prometheus, which, in place of vultures, devouring a dove's heart .. ".


That's all for sensuality. In this same passage is also another theme that runs through the book: the impossible love for a handsome youth that does not make it. Should we see an echo of love with Fersen Nino Cesarini, the young Italian builder of 15 years which he had attached himself, perhaps as a young slave Scopas Miles, 15 years too?

"Without realizing fever raised by her beauty, Miles, ignorant of love, unaware of itself, rendered in what condition Enacrios offered her passion more obscure and humble."

example, the dialogue between the philosopher and Scopas:
"- Tell me what to do to cheer up this child," repeated the old man ... I suffer anxiety and I love it! ...
- It is too good to smile. "

"One moment, The old artist turned her head believing that the child spoke to him. This was just the wind in the leaves ... "



We feel Fersen in nostalgia for a time when one could loved the beauty of young people. This sounds like a painful reminder past his troubles, for simply wanted to live in accordance with his tastes:
"But Miles was growing in size and beauté.La charming head of Liddes resuscitated, animated, and seemed to spring from the neck warm and white as a rod sublime. When Miles passed with Seir by paved roads of Byblos and the flat stone that resonated in the shoe the donkey who bore the child, merchants squat, rich in litter, the Roman legionnaires, the prophets and beggars turned away to see that radiant appearance. Because it was the time when the world loved beauty, where the people absolved Phryne for the splendor of its forms, where Antinous was born to the whim of an emperor. And all exclaimed: It will be loved by Zeus! And they lent to the gods of heaven the admiration of men of the earth ... "


A paradise lost or a world to rediscover:

" Oh yes! face of this brutality dirty, these needs of animals, these skins hairy and flabby, this lack of idealism and youth, like the other passion, hitherto scorned by him as a compromise and as a crime, appeared to him magnificent, rare and persecuted! Images of the slim and Ephèbe ephebes similar to him in the shadows danced round a clear sad around her forehead, a round rhythmic caressing ambiguous and a noise source or kiss! And that was the unalloyed happiness, this no future! "


This text originally appeared in 1907 in a book containing two stories: A Youth
. Le Baiser de Narcisse.
Paris, Librairie Léon Vanier, Editor, A. Messein, the sugar, 1907, in-18, 225 p.

In 1912 a new edition of Narcisse
Lower , is given by the publisher Leo Michaud of Reims, with illustrations by Ernest Brisset. It is this work that I present today. J 've been seduced by the more careful editing, especially the beauty of the drawings of Ernest Brisset, that by text, whose interest is more documentary in a certain way of living homosexuality and imagine the beginning of the twentieth century, even if I do 'm not insensitive to certain qualities of style, despite its preciousness.

Unfortunately I did not find much information on this illustrator born in Reims in 1872 and died in Paris in 1923. I found a picture on the net for the 1911 Champagne Moet et Chandon, in the same spirit as those that illustrate the book. Is he a lover of Greek beauty?


I'm not here to give a biography of Jacques d'Adelswärd-Fersen. There are many sites, including a leaflet in English Wikipedia (click here ). A good summary, well illustrated, on the site Homodesiribus . For those who read English, another good review on the blog Fersen: bajo el signo of libra ,
which I extracted the photos that illustrate this message especially this beautiful whose portrait I like the mischievous little smile.


recall that in 1904, he met Ceasrini Nino, a young Italian who will share his life in his villa in Capri. The first edition of 1907 edition carries this beautiful dedication addressed to him: "More beautiful than to NC Roman light." This is a dedication of 1912 where more sober one must recognize its initial with that of Ernest Brisset: "For EB and NC fervent and faithful in friendship."

The portraits of the young Miles, by Brisset, did he not been inspired by Nino Cesarini? I'll let you judge from this portrait by Paul Höcker:


Finally, this message is a bit of a nod to a site dedicated to dreams like those of ancient Fersen, I refer to a selection poems of Fersen: Fersen on the blog Sicilian Dreams.


Description of structure and copy

Fersen
The kiss of Narcissus
Reims, L. Michaud, Editor, 1912, 4to (278 x 206 mm), [12] -85 - [3] pp., Headbands, blankets illustrated.

The book contains 16 illustrations by Ernest Brisset, in the form of banners at the beginning of each of the 16 chapters. Example layout for Chapter II:


Both covers are illustrated by large decorative borders. The first cover also incorporates the pattern of Chapter XIV.



This copy was printed on Japanese paper. It's personal copy of Ms. Leon Michaud wife of the publisher. It contains a suite of all illustrations or 18 boards (the 16 bands and 2 blankets). The set is contained in a closed shirt with laces gray silk.

It seems that the edition was of 200 numbered copies on Marais wove. There is only one copy in the public libraries of France, at the BNF, the Reserve books and rare (RES M-Y2-105).

In conclusion, a beautiful object bibliophile, probably developed under the watchful eye of Fersen, to serve as the setting for a text written by one imagines love for the man he loves. For

close this long post, this beautiful picture of Wilhelm von Plüschow which may be a portrait of Nino Cesarini:


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

When Do Cramps Start Before Period

Happy New Year 2010

To wish a happy new year 2010 at my regular readers and casual I offer two gifts:

The first is an engraving of Tiresias, Marcel Jouhandeau, according to a drawing Grekoff:


is a Another engraving of this work which illustrates my profile, forming a signature of this website. Contrary to what some have thought, this is not an engraving of John Boullet. 2010 will, hopefully, the year I will describe more fully the Tiresias, Marcel Jouhandeau, one of the finest books on homosexual pleasure, by a writer in the beautiful language, although unfortunately forgot TODAY 'hui.

The second gift is a swallow does not a video I found fascinating. I let you admire.




In 2010, I will talk about Nijinsky.

I wish you everyone a happy 2010, full of discoveries in the vast continent of literature and history homosexual, our common heritage.

I also dedicate this year 2010 and this site to Christian, the man who shares my life.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Extending Outlets When Installing Backsplash

"Trivia For use in the Secret History of Ebugors", 1733

In an epigraph to this post, these few lines published in 1733 that summarize for me the legitimate demand of all the gay world:

"The Ebugors n 'Nor will extend their rule, because of the inconveniences that résulteroient for the common good. They may live by their laws & their uses, but they do not decry as they did this until the government of Cytherean ; Instead the two nations work together to maintain peace, and will one for the other respects they owe each other. "

This short text requires some explanation.
The Ebugors , an anagram of" devils "that gays are time. The Cytherean are representing the country of Kythira, ie heterosexuality (the XVIII th century is sometimes more elegant and poetic in the language chosen!). Between our different communities, and yet still today, do not we ask simply to live in peace according to our customs, with the respect that everyone needs?


I wanted to start this post a few lines extracted from the bibliographic rarity, published in 1733:
Trivia To serve the Secret History of Ebugors
to show that some are times, beyond time, our demands remain the same.

I also wanted to address this item, experienced relatively bibliography gay old, showing that beyond the anecdotal and even facetious of books he was carrying a real message.

This little book tells of the war between Ebugors and Cytherean . Everything begins with fears Ebugors to see Cytherean want to extend their empire on the same land Ebugors . I pass over the events of that war, told in a series of short chapters featuring different characters in anagrams. The novel is a key exercise in style with the eighteenth century e was fond.

We see the commander in chief, Kulisber (Bum-), "which had its first campaigns among Caginiens (or Ignatian Jesuits). After passing successively through all menial jobs, he managed the first military rank, his merit alone raised him to this sublime dignity. He was a man zealous for his nation, ready to sacrifice everything for her active, enterprising, full of fire, he did not fight in the open field: he was pulling much better business in the parade closest. Its value then being tightened, is stiffened against obstacles, and crossed impetuously strongest barriers. "This short excerpt gives the tone very well imaged in the book. In passing, it should be noted that one does not escape opposition active / passive. The Ebugors are clearly presented as active homosexuals. The passage quoted shows. This passage is yet another proof: "The Ebugors are naturally spiritual enemies of prejudice and a character strong binding, their trade is dangerous. In your presence they will make a thousand protestations of friendship, while behind they will make very bad boards. These are bold soldiers, fear of fire have never been arrested, he must enter a place, they do not examine whether the breach was practicable, they tear, they put all that to pieces against their fury; the cries of the wounded are unable to move, but after the action they become much more tractable. "Homosexuals are the liabilities Chadabers (Bardach).

we see happen in this book many '
Omine (Monks), the majority of large orders is quoted, with a more specific presence of the Jesuits ( Caginiens ) who are allies of Ebugors . All this is bathed in this anti-clericalism very e XVIII century, featuring scenes of religious and libidinous little respect their vows of chastity. Despite appearances, this is all quite innocent. We are not in Dom B ***, the doorman of the Carthusian .

Another approach, the vision of women in this book ( Cythériennes ). First, they are "Treacherous, capricious, interested, fickle and treacherous." They are divided into 4 classes: Emécodines (actors), the Durpes (The Prude), the Quetokes (the charming) and Carges (the Garces) . As we age, it become Todèves (devotion). The Commander in Chief called Divutemia (Friend of Lives!).

A quick history of homosexuality is brushed at the start of work. These few lines: "New woes forced them to move in Elitia (Italy). They gave this country so great privileges they forgot their former misfortunes. We even saw them reach the most eminent dignities. The number of modos (sodomy) increasing every day, they resolved to send colonies in some neighboring states, they tried to settle in the kingdom of Valge (Gaul).
" Thirosiren (Henri III), received favorably, but after the death of the King, they were not considered strong. To obtain a favorable settlement among Valgois Gauls), they worked to put in their best interests, the highest nobility, and they succeeded.

I will not repeat all the work. A few "nuggets "The

Brularnes (the Wankers)," have no business with these two nations. Moreover, without leaving home, they can provide all their needs. "

The Veconofentrie ," the punishment that Ebugors have the greater horror. "This is all just "in fuckery con ".

were seen passing a famous case of seduction of the time (1731) where a Jesuit, Father Girard ( Ripergader ) is seduced by the Charlotte ( Caledéria for more information: click here ). This is presented as a stratagem used by Cytherean to weaken the besieging army (Chapter XXI).

another case, the conviction of Benjamin Deschauffours in 1726 ( see one of my previous posts: click here ). General Kulisber , who "carried a huge spear infpired the mere sight of horror," was a shield decorated with mythological scenes (Ganymede, Narcissus, etc.) and a performance of "The Apotheosis of the famous Fouruchuda who received honors in his lifetime that accordoit the Roman Emperors after their deaths. " A note states: " Fouruchuda famous inhabitant Spira (Paris), who by zeal for the defense of a very large army of Ebugors , having been caught in the battle was sentenced, and then thrown into the fire by the order and trial of the leading proponents of Cytherean (Parliament of Paris). "How to turn a murderer advocate and a victim of anti-homosexual repression! This also shows that very soon Deschauffours was considered a victim, condemned more for his homosexuality as for his crimes.

The book ends with the Treaty of Peace (pp. 97-101) which I extract lines that introduce the message and a short conclusion the author:


The book begins with a dedicatory epistle
to Kulisber signed Eufemiosvoudes (I'm mad at you!)

In conclusion, this book is often cited as About Deschauffours passage. Is to have a simplistic view of this little homosexual advocacy of the cause. It can be viewed as "incunabula" of claim gay.

Description of structure and copy

Trivia To serve the Secret History of Ebugors
A Medoso, the year of The Age of Ebugors MMMCCCXXXIII (3333), [Amsterdam, JP of Valis, 1733], in-12, (145 x 92 mm), 106 pp.

Medoso is obviously an anagram of Sodom.

The publisher's name (printer?) Appears on the last page. It is the only known work of that name. Is it also a key?



Incorrect pagination that the dedicatory epistle the beginning is numbered 1-2 instead of 3-4.

The BNF has a copy in Hell (Hell-113) and Arsenal (8-BL-35490). In France, there is a copy in the library of Rouen and the library to Albi (Rochegude funds). The latter contains a frontispiece engraved on copper.

A copy of the sale of the library Charles Jordan, 1887 (No. 2886) is described with a frontispiece. A copy was sold for 12 francs. Duriez sale in 1829, another cataloged Leber, No. 2508, and belongs to the city of Rouen, a third sale M. (Millot), made by the Alliance of Arts in 1846, was paid 51 francs. A copy was sold at the sale Peyrefitte in 1977 (17 000 fr.).

The copy of the Marquis de Paulmy contained 21 miniature. The copy has disappeared.

The book was reprinted in 1912 under the title Trivia to serve the secret history of Ebugors. Statutes of the Sodomites in the seventeenth century e . Introduction and notes by Jean Herve [Raoul Vèze]. Paris, "Library of the curious" (1912), in-12, xxix 146 pp. "The Box of bibliophile" (two run of 500 copies) (BNF: Hell and Hell-1459-829)

There is a new edition of 200 copies by Henry Kistemaeckers, has edited the sign In naturalibus veritas , Brussels, 1888.

Our specimen is covered with a modest half sheepskin binding with corners, which must be recent.

papers guards seem older.


References

homosexual iconography on the eighteenth century e, a beautiful illustrated lecture by Louis Godbout to download from this page: click here .

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Mri Technologist Staffing Agency




Biography Style Souss
As their name suggests, the four MC Style Souss Agadir and just carry high the banner oftheir Berber culture. "I have the rage to defend my pride" ... They easily zap between three languages: Soussi, Arabic, French, and do not hesitate to tap into traditional local music to build their instrumentals. There they participated in two major scenes: the festival and the festival Timitar Tamazirt. As
voice the group's name was quickly made an impression or it Vien and what city too, so this group and formed in 2003 at a festival of hip hop International organized by clan doss "Dimeh Mc & Dj Face" with the help of Fat Man joe. after participation in the Souss-style festival, the time and form style souss tmoins and fat joe, after this event, mc dimeh he moves and he can live a nearly fat joe mc dimeh and then he joined the group, then there are not trunk them together and then the three are put on a project, the boulevard and this year's crazy Y'avait between 60 and 80 requests for participation, they are able to be selected and after selection and that's when the two other members from his "dj face and driss david" and the story begin Style Souss, y 'and this were a young rapper who come to them with these micro mjnon. mc dimeh them has the opportunity to live in Switzerland but that does not stop it in group and one cella offers unique style titles to listen souss